Sunday, January 21, 2007
SO WHAT?! don't you come blaming others for smth that didn't work out for your efforts dude.
went to mp lib today with my mum in the afternoon. tried to do abit of work but ended up more to reading my own book and talking to my mum. den after walking my mum to pp i headed down for svc. svc was fine. since the unfruitful afternoon happened, i decided i needed to get some work done! so i didn't join david and gab for dinner. went down to macs at singpost and did my chem. i need to be more efficient, really. came home watch law of attraction on tv and now i'm hungry.
i realised all of a sudden i feel cheated. i feel that for the past one week i've been in the dark. i know i shouldn't cuz it's juz half an hour difference. but yaaaaaaaaa.. now i really wonder why. i'm curious to find out more. but yet i know i cant wait for one more week to go by. i shouldn't pull my hopes so high i guess.. let's say juz bury yourself in books. bury myself in books. i seriously need to start sweating things out!!!!! ):
you know something.. colours have meaning. if the world would juz be made up of white, pink, orange, green and red this world would juz be a better place. but apparently not. there's blue and grey and everything else that's depressing. but guess wad. that's what makes the world this world. and that's what makes the goodness of things stand out (:
if only i could juz feel pink with sweetness;
red with passionate love;
orange with spice in life;
white with purity;
yellow with fun;
green with optimism.
dun ask me why these colours represents such. thanks to my little chilli padi that reminded me colours have meanings (: and rem. every relationship iz a RAINBOW.
everyone's feeling out of sorts today. and it's seriously affecting me. wish i could juz leave my brain and my heart in the cupboard. den i wouldn't get so affected by everything that's happening around me. or at least i can turn a deaf ear or a blind eye to it. freak. i juz dun like the way things turn out but there's nothing i can jolly well do about it. cheers to that. i guess it's these times that i wish i can do something brainless like watching random brainless tv show, and it's these times that i really wish i can down something solid. argh!stupid saturday.
*throbs @02:38 <3
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